Choices
The opulent office, once a symbol of Lord Vanderlyn’s absolute power, was now stripped bare. The heavy velvet drapes were gone, revealing grime-streaked windows. The ornate desk, usually cluttered with reports and contracts, was empty save for a single, overturned inkwell that stained the polished wood like a fresh wound. Even the air felt thin, depleted of the arrogant certainty that had always permeated it.
Lord Vanderlyn, or simply Alistair as he’d insisted I call him since his world imploded, stood by the window, his back to me. He was a shadow of the man he once was. The impeccably tailored suits were replaced with a simple, rumpled shirt and trousers. The controlled, glacial gaze was now haunted by a raw, almost childlike vulnerability.
"They’ve seized everything," he finally said, his voice raspy, barely audible. "The factories, the mines, the house…everything."
I watched him, my heart a tangled mess of conflicting emotions. Pity, yes, and a strange, unexpected tenderness. But also a deep-seated resentment, a flicker of triumph that I'd brought this colossus to its knees. I had meticulously dismantled the Vanderlyn empire, brick by bloodstained brick, driven by justice for my sister, for the exploited workers, for all those crushed beneath its gilded heel.
But standing here now, facing the ruins of Alistair’s life, felt…wrong. The victory tasted like ash.
"Beatrice sold you out," I said, stating the obvious. She had seen her opportunity, a chance to salvage what she could of the Vanderlyn name by sacrificing Alistair. A ruthless act, even for her.
He didn't react, didn't even turn around. "Beatrice always looked out for Beatrice."
"She gave them everything. Proof of your…methods. The falsified accounts, the bribes, the coercion. The truth about the mines."
"The truth," he echoed, the word laced with bitter irony. "Is a pliable thing, Ashton. Something that can be shaped and molded to fit the narrative."
"Not this time," I countered, forcing myself to remember the hardship, the suffering, the faces of the people he had deliberately impoverished. "This time, the truth is out."
He finally turned, his gaze meeting mine. There was no anger, no condemnation, only a weary resignation. "And now? What happens now, Thomas? Are you going to hand me over to the authorities? Watch me rot in some prison cell, a fitting end for the monster you’ve painted me to be?"
That was the question, wasn't it? The question that had been gnawing at me since the scandal broke. I had achieved my objective. The Vanderlyn empire was crumbling. Alistair was disgraced, impoverished, facing the full weight of the law. What more did I want?
Revenge had tasted so sweet in theory. But the reality was far more complicated.
"I…I don’t know," I admitted, the words feeling like a betrayal to the cause, to my sister, to myself.
He studied me, his expression unreadable. "You could walk away, Thomas. Disappear. You've done what you came to do. Leave me to face the consequences."
"And let you take the fall alone?" I scoffed, though the words lacked conviction. He was a criminal, yes, but he was also a product of his environment, a puppet of a system that had rewarded ruthlessness and exploitation. And Beatrice, and others like her, were just as complicit, if not more so.
"Is that what you want, Thomas?" he asked softly, stepping closer. "To see me destroyed?"
The proximity sent a jolt through me, a familiar tremor of attraction that I had tried so hard to suppress, to bury beneath layers of anger and resentment. Despite everything, despite the lies, the deception, the undeniable damage he had inflicted, I was drawn to him. To the vulnerability he was now forced to reveal.
"I don’t know what I want," I repeated, the words barely a whisper.
He reached out, his fingers brushing against my cheek. The touch was hesitant, tentative, as if he were afraid I would recoil. I didn't. I couldn't.
"There are things you don’t know, Thomas," he said, his voice low and husky. "Things about the Vanderlyn empire that even I wasn't aware of. Things that Beatrice and others have been hiding for years."
"What things?" I asked, my curiosity piqued.
"A conspiracy that reaches far beyond the factories and the mines. A network of corruption that stretches to the highest levels of government."
I frowned. "What are you saying?"
"I’m saying that I was a pawn, Thomas. A powerful pawn, granted, but a pawn nonetheless. Beatrice and others were using me, manipulating me, for their own gain."
It was a convenient excuse, I knew. But something in his voice, in his eyes, told me he was telling the truth. Or at least, a version of it.
"Why should I believe you?" I asked, pulling away from his touch.
"Because you know me, Thomas. You know the kind of man I am. Or at least, the kind of man I was. Do you honestly believe I’m capable of orchestrating something like this on my own?"
I hesitated. He had been ruthless, ambitious, driven by a hunger for power. But he had also been fiercely protective of his family, even in his twisted way. He had a code, however warped.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked, finally giving in to the inevitable.
"Help me, Thomas. Help me expose them. Help me bring them to justice."
It was a dangerous proposition. To align myself with him, to become his ally, would be to risk everything. My reputation, my freedom, my very life. But the thought of Beatrice and her cronies escaping unscathed, of them continuing their reign of corruption and exploitation, was unbearable.
"What's in it for you?" I asked. "Redemption?"
He smiled, a sad, fleeting expression that didn't reach his eyes. "Perhaps. Or perhaps just a chance to make things right. To leave the world a little better than I found it."
I doubted that. But I also knew that he was capable of change. I had seen glimpses of it, moments of vulnerability, of regret, that belied the cold, calculating facade he had always presented to the world.
But even if he was sincere, could I trust him? Could I trust myself? The attraction between us was a dangerous game, a volatile cocktail of desire and betrayal. To work with him, to be near him, would be to constantly walk a tightrope, balancing on the edge of disaster.
"There's another reason, isn't there?" he said, his voice breaking into my thoughts. "Why you can't just walk away."
I looked at him, my heart pounding in my chest. He knew. He knew about the feelings I had tried so desperately to deny, to suppress.
"You feel it too, Thomas," he said softly, stepping closer again. "The connection between us. It's undeniable."
He reached out and took my hand, his fingers intertwining with mine. His touch sent a shiver down my spine, a wave of heat that threatened to consume me.
"I know I've hurt you, Thomas," he said, his voice laced with remorse. "I know I've betrayed your trust. But I swear to you, I never meant to. And I'll spend the rest of my life trying to earn it back."
I looked into his eyes, searching for any sign of deception. All I saw was vulnerability, regret, and a desperate plea for forgiveness.
The truth was, I wanted to believe him. I wanted to believe that he was capable of change, of redemption. I wanted to believe that the connection between us was real, that it was something worth fighting for.
But the risk was enormous. To trust him, to love him, would be to expose myself to unimaginable pain. And even if he was sincere, could I ever truly forgive him for the things he had done?
I pulled my hand away, breaking the connection between us. "I need time to think, Alistair," I said, my voice trembling.
He nodded, his expression understanding. "Take all the time you need, Thomas. But know this: I’m not going anywhere. I’ll be here, waiting for you."
I turned and walked away, leaving him standing alone in the ruins of his empire. The decision before me was the hardest I had ever faced. To betray him further, to deliver him to the authorities, and satisfy the demands of justice. Or to offer him a chance at redemption, to join forces with him, and risk everything for the sake of a shared future.
But the greatest danger of all wasn’t the risk of betrayal, or the threat of exposure. It was the growing, undeniable love I felt for the man I needed to destroy. And the terrifying possibility that loving him might ultimately destroy me.